我到底要怎样？

有时候真的很矛盾，
不知道该怎样。。。。
就是不懂如何开口，
其实很想让你知道我已对你有感觉。。。。
但是就是没那股勇气告诉你，
原因是怕被拒绝。。。。
我也尝试想跟你说，
可是我还是办不到！


难道就这样算了。。。。
真的不想再让往事重演，
唉，我现在就好像还沉没在犹豫不觉的深海中，
真的很想知道你的答案。。。
至少能给我一个答复，
让我心安。。。。


我究竟到底要怎样，
要把你给忘记还是等你的答复，
唉，我真的还不清楚。。。。
难道我就每次这样而白白错过了，
就因为没勇气和拒绝这两个字？
真是个失败者。。。

Unlucky month........

Purse losting and phone screen had broke,unlucky event,just happened within these weeks...........

Does these indicate as accident or careless mistaken?

It's totally makes me freak of those messy things.........

My purse had lost for 3 days but had been found back!IC,ID and car lesen all still in my purse........god bless me!

Now mobile phone screen breaking........haiz......besides that, phone dailing can't function well........feeling bad!Oh my god.....really the end of my world!Argh......I can't live without music......

Have feeling on you

Feeling wired......These day I don't know what had happened to me?can't concentrate my studies,can't do my work well.It's moody when doing everythings.Keep thinking of someone especially you.Try to consider others things,but you always appear in my mind.I tried to stop that.However,I failed to do so.......Having headache right now.Who willing to teach me what i supposed to do now?it's really painful.......I gotta slove this as soon as i can......