总于找回我自己了。。。

好久没在这写部落格了。。。。。
因为最近比较忙，大家都在忙考试！
一瞬间忙碌的生活也那么快过去了。。。
渐渐的生活也变得单调些。。。
这学期的课程也不知不觉上完了。。。
当然在这短短的三个月里也经历过不少风风雨雨。。。
说来故事可长了。。
有开心的也有不开心的。。。

我有时候总是觉得我很幸运能遇到这班朋友，
当我有挫折的时候他们时时刻刻都会留在我身旁陪伴着我，
与我度过，分享，给我支持和安慰我。。。。
难道这是我们的缘分？能在同一时间相遇。。。
真的很难得。。。
我会珍惜我们每一分每一秒所做过的一切。。。。
无论如何我 都会守着这份友情直到永远。。。。
我们的友情永远就像钻石般一样闪亮。。。

有时候真的很不了解这世界上，
为什么要那么痛苦，那么幸苦？
究竟是为了什么？
为什么就不可以简简单单的度过这一生？
就偏偏要这样折磨自己到那种程度。。。
到现在我还搞不清楚。。。
痛苦 ，让人很难受。。。。
我不要，我不要这些痛苦。。。。
我已受够了 。。。

难道这些痛苦就不能永远消失在这世上？
就直到这一天，认识了你们，
那时刻我开始慢慢的找回了我要的快乐，
它总于回到我身边了，那单纯的快乐。。。。
真的找回了，我好开心。。。。
好久没试过那种单纯的快乐了！
很感激你们。。。
真的比从前快乐了好多。。。。

人生就往往要经过那么多阶段。。。
我就只是盼望能度过一个单纯的，
简单的，快乐的，无忧无虑的生活！
难道这小小希望真的有那么难实现吗？
就让上天来帮我实现吧。。。。
我会开始珍惜我们所度过的每一分每一秒。。。
与你们相处的时刻是多么的珍贵！

I feel U~

I feel frighten when I flashed back the day I met U.......
Try to be valiant and pretend not looking at U.....
I can't believed i met U on the day of my friend's birthday......
Condition was unstable by the time........
Should i trust my eyes?
I'm guessing, "Is it my vision problem?" at the moment......
I'm wondering this won't be real.....

Just be silence for a second while i saw U run passed by me.......
Continued admired the view of the night in a park nearby my friend's house....
Stop thinking about U.......
Watching the star blinking in the sky with my friends..........
Forget the moment I had met U just now......
Not dare to tell them i met U.....
Because I concerned about their feeling if I shared the topic in the middle of the night....

Is it too tiring will lead to this happened????
I'm still suspicious on why I met U that day......
I swear it won't be happen to me again.....

我到底要怎样？

有时候真的很矛盾，
不知道该怎样。。。。
就是不懂如何开口，
其实很想让你知道我已对你有感觉。。。。
但是就是没那股勇气告诉你，
原因是怕被拒绝。。。。
我也尝试想跟你说，
可是我还是办不到！


难道就这样算了。。。。
真的不想再让往事重演，
唉，我现在就好像还沉没在犹豫不觉的深海中，
真的很想知道你的答案。。。
至少能给我一个答复，
让我心安。。。。


我究竟到底要怎样，
要把你给忘记还是等你的答复，
唉，我真的还不清楚。。。。
难道我就每次这样而白白错过了，
就因为没勇气和拒绝这两个字？
真是个失败者。。。

Unlucky month........

Purse losting and phone screen had broke,unlucky event,just happened within these weeks...........

Does these indicate as accident or careless mistaken?

It's totally makes me freak of those messy things.........

My purse had lost for 3 days but had been found back!IC,ID and car lesen all still in my purse........god bless me!

Now mobile phone screen breaking........haiz......besides that, phone dailing can't function well........feeling bad!Oh my god.....really the end of my world!Argh......I can't live without music......

Have feeling on you

Feeling wired......These day I don't know what had happened to me?can't concentrate my studies,can't do my work well.It's moody when doing everythings.Keep thinking of someone especially you.Try to consider others things,but you always appear in my mind.I tried to stop that.However,I failed to do so.......Having headache right now.Who willing to teach me what i supposed to do now?it's really painful.......I gotta slove this as soon as i can......

An unforgettable gathering night

Finally the day i had been waited long was came.......i very glad can meet u all again.......yesterday we all sharing our own story together.Having fun with you all.Everyone has different background now.It isn't same as the moment we're in secondary school previously.Been a time no saw you guys,some of them had changed a lot.I got someone is taller,fatter,thinner and so on..........

Suprisingly,almost all my classmate attended the gathering.Because of too many people,thus,we separated into 2 group.Ladies and gentleman both having each group.We all had our ladies talks while gentleman had their own talks too.We had caught pictures during the sametimes.

Having great time with you guys.......missing the moment been with you all!

::::my beloved friends::::

My ideal life partner

We all have very high expectations or ideals about our future life partners.It's is quite natural to have preconceived ideals about husband or wives.It will indeed,be rare to find an ideal life partner with all the virtues and qualities that we exalt.It is not wrong to have dreams and fantansies about our future life partners but they should remain just that-dreams and fantasies.In reality we have to adapt ourselves and accommodate our spouses' faults and shortcomings to make marriages successful alliances.

I also have my dreams and fantasies of what an ideal partner should be.In the first,he should be a person with a heart of gold.Good character and personality traits top of my list of priorties.I prefer a guy with average look but who has a good reputaion and without any major flaws in his character.Of course,the main point here is he must taller than me too.

Like most ladies,I continue searching for a perfect partner.He does not have to be a gorgeous-looking man but he must be a loving and responsible man.Not only should he be a good conversationalist but he should also have a good sense of humour.Wishes can find a perfect match soon..........