总于找回我自己了。。。

好久没在这写部落格了。。。。。
因为最近比较忙，大家都在忙考试！
一瞬间忙碌的生活也那么快过去了。。。
渐渐的生活也变得单调些。。。
这学期的课程也不知不觉上完了。。。
当然在这短短的三个月里也经历过不少风风雨雨。。。
说来故事可长了。。
有开心的也有不开心的。。。

我有时候总是觉得我很幸运能遇到这班朋友，
当我有挫折的时候他们时时刻刻都会留在我身旁陪伴着我，
与我度过，分享，给我支持和安慰我。。。。
难道这是我们的缘分？能在同一时间相遇。。。
真的很难得。。。
我会珍惜我们每一分每一秒所做过的一切。。。。
无论如何我 都会守着这份友情直到永远。。。。
我们的友情永远就像钻石般一样闪亮。。。

有时候真的很不了解这世界上，
为什么要那么痛苦，那么幸苦？
究竟是为了什么？
为什么就不可以简简单单的度过这一生？
就偏偏要这样折磨自己到那种程度。。。
到现在我还搞不清楚。。。
痛苦 ，让人很难受。。。。
我不要，我不要这些痛苦。。。。
我已受够了 。。。

难道这些痛苦就不能永远消失在这世上？
就直到这一天，认识了你们，
那时刻我开始慢慢的找回了我要的快乐，
它总于回到我身边了，那单纯的快乐。。。。
真的找回了，我好开心。。。。
好久没试过那种单纯的快乐了！
很感激你们。。。
真的比从前快乐了好多。。。。

人生就往往要经过那么多阶段。。。
我就只是盼望能度过一个单纯的，
简单的，快乐的，无忧无虑的生活！
难道这小小希望真的有那么难实现吗？
就让上天来帮我实现吧。。。。
我会开始珍惜我们所度过的每一分每一秒。。。
与你们相处的时刻是多么的珍贵！

I feel U~

I feel frighten when I flashed back the day I met U.......
Try to be valiant and pretend not looking at U.....
I can't believed i met U on the day of my friend's birthday......
Condition was unstable by the time........
Should i trust my eyes?
I'm guessing, "Is it my vision problem?" at the moment......
I'm wondering this won't be real.....

Just be silence for a second while i saw U run passed by me.......
Continued admired the view of the night in a park nearby my friend's house....
Stop thinking about U.......
Watching the star blinking in the sky with my friends..........
Forget the moment I had met U just now......
Not dare to tell them i met U.....
Because I concerned about their feeling if I shared the topic in the middle of the night....

Is it too tiring will lead to this happened????
I'm still suspicious on why I met U that day......
I swear it won't be happen to me again.....

我到底要怎样？

有时候真的很矛盾，
不知道该怎样。。。。
就是不懂如何开口，
其实很想让你知道我已对你有感觉。。。。
但是就是没那股勇气告诉你，
原因是怕被拒绝。。。。
我也尝试想跟你说，
可是我还是办不到！


难道就这样算了。。。。
真的不想再让往事重演，
唉，我现在就好像还沉没在犹豫不觉的深海中，
真的很想知道你的答案。。。
至少能给我一个答复，
让我心安。。。。


我究竟到底要怎样，
要把你给忘记还是等你的答复，
唉，我真的还不清楚。。。。
难道我就每次这样而白白错过了，
就因为没勇气和拒绝这两个字？
真是个失败者。。。

Unlucky month........

Purse losting and phone screen had broke,unlucky event,just happened within these weeks...........

Does these indicate as accident or careless mistaken?

It's totally makes me freak of those messy things.........

My purse had lost for 3 days but had been found back!IC,ID and car lesen all still in my purse........god bless me!

Now mobile phone screen breaking........haiz......besides that, phone dailing can't function well........feeling bad!Oh my god.....really the end of my world!Argh......I can't live without music......

Have feeling on you

Feeling wired......These day I don't know what had happened to me?can't concentrate my studies,can't do my work well.It's moody when doing everythings.Keep thinking of someone especially you.Try to consider others things,but you always appear in my mind.I tried to stop that.However,I failed to do so.......Having headache right now.Who willing to teach me what i supposed to do now?it's really painful.......I gotta slove this as soon as i can......

An unforgettable gathering night

Finally the day i had been waited long was came.......i very glad can meet u all again.......yesterday we all sharing our own story together.Having fun with you all.Everyone has different background now.It isn't same as the moment we're in secondary school previously.Been a time no saw you guys,some of them had changed a lot.I got someone is taller,fatter,thinner and so on..........

Suprisingly,almost all my classmate attended the gathering.Because of too many people,thus,we separated into 2 group.Ladies and gentleman both having each group.We all had our ladies talks while gentleman had their own talks too.We had caught pictures during the sametimes.

Having great time with you guys.......missing the moment been with you all!

::::my beloved friends::::

My ideal life partner

We all have very high expectations or ideals about our future life partners.It's is quite natural to have preconceived ideals about husband or wives.It will indeed,be rare to find an ideal life partner with all the virtues and qualities that we exalt.It is not wrong to have dreams and fantansies about our future life partners but they should remain just that-dreams and fantasies.In reality we have to adapt ourselves and accommodate our spouses' faults and shortcomings to make marriages successful alliances.

I also have my dreams and fantasies of what an ideal partner should be.In the first,he should be a person with a heart of gold.Good character and personality traits top of my list of priorties.I prefer a guy with average look but who has a good reputaion and without any major flaws in his character.Of course,the main point here is he must taller than me too.

Like most ladies,I continue searching for a perfect partner.He does not have to be a gorgeous-looking man but he must be a loving and responsible man.Not only should he be a good conversationalist but he should also have a good sense of humour.Wishes can find a perfect match soon..........

Lame semester,everythings is gone because of the breakdown of electricity

I hate it since we arranged for our schedule of this new semester...........whole week have classes........it's okay......this i can be accepted but every classes are start early in the morning..........what the nuisance class!Need tumbling up from my bed just for a class on every monday and friday......it's totally freaking me out..........

Today,we supposed to have attended 3 classes.Because of the immposible reason,brokedown of electricity,2 classes had been cancle!It's such a foolish for me...........don't doubt the lousy computer anymore!The lab computer was driving me crazy........i tried to log in the computer..........but i couldn't got in.....i had tried many times........haiz....i finally lost my patient.........and really wanted to hit on the computer!

Later,i walked to the stair path and saw my classmates sat around the kafe table........we walked by and they told us no electricity again........huh???this happened again?we planned to skip the class today..........However,we also walked around and just took a look.Whao,all of us entered the audi.Very dark and can't watch our fingers at all!Just holding each other and walked slowly........ using the cell phone torch to find our own way.Now felt liked a night jungle trek in our architecture camp.The unbelievable case is many of them could caught photo in the dark.This is what they said 'Artistic'.The incredible word i heard from them........

Such a lame day!do nothings for today...........wasted the precious of my time!

No money is the most suffering

Almost everyday out with friends during these holidays.......money kept spending without control..........when i checked my purse.......Gosh.....money all gone.......just left some cyling only!Can't believed i had spent out of my range...........gotta stop hang out with them...........

Now,shopaholic better stop for a moment.........yesterday,went to mid-vally.......i saw many pretty shoes and dresses.........sold at low price......glad to see those!Time to cleared stock............However,i opened my purse........only left RM10........how can this be?i already made my budget......can't spent anymore on those............don't looked at it......don't look........haiz.......kept advise myself...........

Sushi king they entered........read on the menu.....i not dare to order.......looking on them enjoyed.......a bill came........RM48 and somethings.........later,a big apple doughnaught........haiz......just can took a look can't eat at all..........its looked delicious........

Yesterday,I had spent on a movie,Orphan.That's movie is totally crazy,cruel,cold-blooded,violence...........can't even described the little girl does such action..............you guys better check this out!a great movie!!!



*Orphan,the cruel child i ever see

I felt horrible now...........and it's really suffering when no money!!!

Sweet memories we had been together.......

Just a sight,it comes to the end of my first semester.......throughout this 3 month,a lot of sweet memories we had been together........the most memoriable is the drama for english foundation.......our drama entitled 'Prison Break'........which is an action movie.We all were having fun when holding a gun pointed to each other.Now,we can be a good actor and not an architect anymore.......wahahaha.......i just joking here.......

Rumah Penghulu modelling is the most tiring work............but it's very glad to view our house model built up finally............i had not sleep for whole day just carry on my work.My senior and my friend not even dare to sleep for rushing up the submition of our model.I looked at my friend eyes can opened till half only.......that's totally pity.....and my both hands can't stop shivering at the sametime.......liked a old lady now.....

Our formal day,presentation for our model,Design Principles...............we all in the clothes of formal that day...........get ready for next calling up to present our work...........i'm looking at my friend all holding a piece of paper.....memorizing their main points........all of them were well prepared.........only me....sitting on the chair shaking my legs there.......impossible!

That's my pleasure to meet you guys which can share the tears and cheers...........It's memoriable...........i will remember the moment we been together............

*Our drama time...........'Prison Break'

*Don't move.........i will shoot you if you don't drop ur weapon down

*One of my friend sudden interrupt in our drama rehasal

*Disscus the materials and how to build up our Rumah Penghulu

*Our Design Principles presentation

Still suffocate in mis-understanding condition

Until now still can't even understand what am i doing!Keep on dreaming whole day...............watch movie?NO!!!Hang out with friend?That's moody........haiz.......what should i suppose to do now?Can someone tell me?Just find some new and fresh things for me..........to entertain my time..........

I'm alone........cause my friends are ready going back to their hometown........they just leave me behind!Lonely......lonely.......such a lonely day.Some of them are having sweet sweet love with their hubby......feel envy on them.....and no time for accompany me anymore.......

What should i suppose to do now?i'm seriously asking myself.......the repeated qustion keep rolling in my mind............

Phone.......where are you now?

Feeling weird without my phone for few weeks!Hiaz......when can i get back my phone?i had made few calls to the sercive center and they just answered me 'Need wait for fews day and will contact u after we done'.I had been waited for fews week......can't even get a call from them!I'm lost of patient now........for hearing those freaking words.......uncontrolled condition right now.....wanna to scold them up!Whats a irresponssible worker i ever met..........i need to take back my phone now!!!

Until now i still don't have any news for my phone!Don't know what will happen?i'm upseting!Turning round and round......Hope can take back as soon as possible!Please return to me.......

Hand pain.....headache......terrible pain!!!

Assignment again!Making me crazy of it...........80 prism right now!Come on man......can you feel the pain if u cutting those 80 prism continously?tell me honestly..........hand pain now!Bleeding at the sametime!Ouch........really pain.......when touching on my fingers.......can't imagined my situation getting worsen now!Haiz......started regret to choose this course!

Headache all the time when didn't get enough sleep!Wat a pity........getting tired and tired from day to day!Upset on my test too...........cause can't answer very well........leave blank here and there......haiz......my mind blur and empty!Arghhhh.........i don't know what will happen next!I just wait and see............

Having a flu

Rushing on my work everyday and having a big flu now!H1N1 the hottest topic nowadays,My God........did i be infected that disease?Gosh.......that disease can killed people in short while!Spreading over the world right now!It's really terrible from day to day.Today, i received a message from my friend said that my school got a student be infected..........what should i do now to prevent this?whao,this times turns my school closed........i just wondering........

I'm worrying cause i having a flu now!Upset to go clinic for check up........if somethings happened to me,i really can't accept it!Argh........i don't know......don't know.......my mind all empty now and keep taking flu medicine for getting well.The sympton for H1N1 are fever,flu,cough,vomit,sore throat and so on.........i had 1 of the sympton from the list!How can this be?i really shocked...........

Did i be infected?i still hesitated.......so wearing mask will be more safer when you guys been to everywhere!

Drafting again....that's totally crazy....

Haiz,drafting class again....hate drafting from day to day.....this subject freak me out this times.....did u guys know why?i gonna draw out 11 pages of A3 size paper,using pencil and ink pen for skecthing....whao,thats totally crazy right?need to burn midnight oil again.....haiz.....my panda eyes gotta be darker and darker....shit!!!

No ones can help me......argh.....my entertain gone......argh!!!Stress than SPM right now!Spend most of my times on skecthing and drafting.........skip my favourite movie too Transformer,Revenge of the Fallen..........argh,not statisfied!How can my college life be like that?Actually,college life is more relaxing.How can me busy till can't even take a sleep?

Finally,i successfully done all in time......wish can get better mark and comment cause i had sacrificed most of my time to finish it.......i had put lot of effort on it....hope lecture can look through it.....

Going KL library

Our next mission,KL library......we going there to search our information about our structure assignment this times.Haiz.....the test had just passed!Now need to rush assignment again!What a pity......no choice we had to go KL library to take a look.Let's go.....

We had our breakfast at the Burger King near the LRT station of Masjid Jamek!BBQ cheese burger i had ordered......and a glass of sprite and french fries also......delicious.......delicious......and yummy!Today my breakfast is the best cause everyday i just drink a glass of milo and with some kind of cereals,repeated the same meals everytime!Boring with that food already,but today is totally different........after finished our breakfast,we carried on our walk.....

One of my friend from Sarawak,she haven't been to KL before.....glared at the Dataran Merdeka for a while and shouted 'Whao,such an execellent building.....'Huh?nothings special for me at all.....it's just an old building stand there......nothings attracting me.Hahah......

Walk for a 15 minutes,i can saw the KL library from far!We successfully found it.Walked in there and started our search.We spended few hour at the KL library to search for our information..........finally i had found a book i wanted.....feeling great at the moment......and the whole library can only heard we chit-chating and laughing there....the others all seriously reading their book.Only 4 of monkey making noises here disturbing the others.Hahhah......Luckily,we didn't complained by the librarian.....

This is the first times i been to KL library.......That's really suprising me cause it had lot of references and sources there.......if you guys lack of info can go there and check it out!





*The Dataran Merdeka we passed by.Yeah!!!





*We caught at front door of the KL library





*Taking UCSI bus and get ready set off to our destination

*my friend,Yi Yin,Yan,Jen and me

Test is coming,time to study......

Midterm is just around the corner.......all of them are busy on their studies except for me cause i needed to rush for my model tutorial and some kind of assignment.Haiz,what a pity.....busy till can't even do my revision for my structure test tomorrow.....this times gotta die.....Although i had planned my time wisely,the time passed liked hell..........busy till can't even take a breath from now!!!

Today,after my drafting class........i quickly tidy up my things and rushed to cafeteria with my friend and formed a group did our revision there......Whoo.....left half an hour only.....feeling nervous now.......cause i didn't prepared for anythings at all,so i should memorized and finished those notes in this short while.....but sure is unbelievable.......looking at my friend.....holding the notes read here and there......can't left down from their hand too........and some of them were kept highlighting the defination of words........haiz,why they can planned their time well?but i failed to do so.......why???

I'm feeling anxious about my test right now,don't know what will happened to the day when i get my result?pass or fail?i wondering.......the result,so i'm here waiting the news........

*Look at her!not concentrate on studies still want chatting with her friend......

*discuss our question and share it together

Architecture Week,day 2

A new day had begun.....today i woke up 6 in the morning,walked out of my camp.....went washed up and prepared for today activity.Whao,fresh air here.........it's totally different from living in city........feeling great!!!

Today activity,an adventure jungle trek again......yesterday,i had been feeling terrible for whole night........still needed trekking in the forest again?no....no......no way!!!!but this time we went to waterfall and carried out some kind of activity there.Haiz......needed a long walked again......but just let's go and check it out!

Almost an hour,we had arrived our destination.......whao,whats a beautiful the waterfall.......excellent!!!That's really the beauty of nature.........i saw by my own.Next,we also learnt to boil eggs in forest and tried to burn the dry branches to make fire for cooking......it's quite fun.........

Amazing time begun,this times we had to sloped down the waterfall by rope.My goodness......i haven't try before.That's really dangerous..........Of course,the safety suite was prepared by the workers.......When i saw the height and sloped down liked that,i'm in dilemma.......shievering for a while.But finally,i also haven't tried it cause it's too height......Whats a regret!!!Haiz......

Besides,we also had crossed the river when jungle trek!Cool.........i had longtime no such feeling liked this........hehe,time to flashed back my childhood........All of us were on the way back of wet clothes and trouserses......

Time to leave now!!!Our 2 days 1 night camp just ended liked this.........it's a good experince to join this camp.......i had learn many of things in this trip........It's totally amazing camp of my entire life..........

Here are some photo caught in day 2:

*My friends group members

*the beauty of waterfall in forest

*The river that we crossed

*Burning the fire and boil the eggs together

*Sloped down from the waterfall

*She had succesfully completed her mission!Yeah........

+You guys can find out more in my facebook!

Architecture Week,day 1

Actually,from the start i'm not clear what is about architecture week,but lastly i had known........it's just a normal camp for those student taking architecture course.Wow,going camp....i had been waited long.....so excited!!!We were going a place named Gombak,it's a small forest not very far from town and we stayed 1 night there.....and lot of memory when i been there.......it's time to share with you guys.

First of all,we were going museum orang asli and took down some photo and did our sketches there.....because of rushing of time we had to left and we didn't spent lot of time there and be ready set off to Gombak forest and continued our next activity.

Of course,we needed to know each other first.Well,time to introduce ourself......Just a sight,it comes dark night and our games started.Singing and dancing......all the way....i remembered got a blacky danced happily in the hall and i can't stopped laughing at him when he dance.....hahahahah.....it's really fun!!!What a funny guy here!!!Later,we also got a creative activity,using straw to build up a structure of building.........this game is based on our creativity!cool!!!We all can worked together and cooperate to do our work.Therefore,we can build up our building in short while.......Besides this,we had to sing after our presentation.Luckily,my ghost voice had not be heard........if not,i must be the main clown of this camp.....hehe.....

Next activity,this cool!!!Whao,amazing and adventure.......jungle treakking,a night walked.Scary.....anxious.....all rolling in my mind right now!Can't stop thinking all the ghost story on the way.....We all holding a torchlight walking in the forest.Damn dark......can't see anythings at all.After that,the worker suddenly said to us "Please switch off all your torchlight right now!"Goddamn it,is it not enough dark?still calling us off the light!Okay,we just followed his instruction and switched it off.Now,we just can touched and holded the branch and walked slowly in.......seems eerie along the ways.........but it's good experience which can feel the nature of forest in the middle of the night.......

Here are few photo caught in the 1st day of trip:

*the dancing and singing games in our camp

*my friend,Jen and Yen

*some kind of material use by orang asli

*tradisional house,rumah papan found in museum orang asli







*that's me and my friend,Yen

My model had finished....Modelling a tiring work!!!

Second assignment,a plane model,it's sound cool.....but u can felt the pain if u work on it!It's really hard.....and tiring......need to spend lot of time and even need few day to finished it!What a tiring work!!!Luckily,i done that in time.....i had burn the midnight oil few day ago,can't even take a rest also!Keep continue my work........and forgot my meal because of it!

Tutorial time......i showed my model to lecture.....the lecture just straight away broke my model....That moment my heart really break,cause i had spent most of my time to finish this model!Wrong........the lecture said and redo....huh?need redo!!!whats?It's not a joke.....really need redo and show her next secession of class.Oh my god!!!My sleep had limit right now.........

Argh.......need to continue my work till midnight everyday.Tired.....tired....tired....Sometimes,my parents also advised me don't stay too late........but i had no choice.......need to rush for it and submit next morning....haiz.....everythings is different from now!My earliest time to take sleep becomes 2a.m or 3p.m!Suprise is it?Now,i can understand why my senior always fall as sleep in class!!!!What a symphaty......

My model had finished but i don't know what the comment for lecture?is okay or un-okay?Hope can pass this time..........God bless me.......Here are some photos i caught when i'm doing my model.

*my model in progress

*my model look from side

*my model look from front

A day full of bad luck.....

Today is really diffrent than other ordinary days.Did you guys know why?cause traffic very jam today,can't even move at all.....waiting and waiting there.......Finally,my patient had gone and i drove to other way.....this way moved swiftly........how happy i'm now!!!!Suddenly,can't find a U turn to turn back......my God...my God...this times gonna die.....now no a dead ended here and straight away go KL......Haiz,i supposed been in school but now been to KL!Whats the freak road is it???

Not even this,later when i on the way back from KL,i saw an accident with my real eyes.....i can't believed!it's really terrible.....a car knocked down a motorcycle in front of me!Ouch.......felt a sharp pain suddenly....saw a guy lying on the road.......yelling......so sympathty.......Because of rushing time,i can't even lend a hand.....haiz......

Today,i late for 1 hour to school!Unbelieveable right?when i entered the class,all students stared and glared at me for a second!Makes me feel shy that moment!Haiz,i never been late like this before.......so that day it's really full of bad luck...........i will never forget!!!!

High heels shoes change my life......

All of you must be very suprised to me,why i write this topic!For most of you,high heels is just a commen shoes for ladies.......but for me is really diffrent and special when wearing high heels step on the road.

Everytime i watch such girl wearing high heels walk confidently on the street.........i will feel envy to them...........but sometimes i will feel sorry cause it's really suffered when they wearing those sheos........No ways,all girls need to try on high heels one day soon,no ones can escape from it.....

Today,i went to shopping with my family........and i opened my shoes rack.....looking at those shoes........my god!!!full of my shoes.......i don't know how to choose!It's too many.....Finally,i had chosen high heels.Whao,can you imagined how elegent the shoes are?it's felt liked a princess when wearing on them now,erm....liked a cinderella.......

This is my first wearing high heels.......feeling great........till now,i just realized that i'm a real lady.........whats a regret!now only can feel the elegant of high heels.........anyway,i'm so happy can try on that....hehe....so excited......but one things is when longtime wearing on high heels may affect our health too........so i think ladies is the most sacrificed person in the world......haiz,whose call god created me as a female...........don't blame about that anymore......

So...........i'm here to share my experince with all of you.....to all ladies you all should try on that....it's can brings diffrent perspective of life to you.......remember this!!!

Drafting and skecthing

Sorry,quite buzy after entered college!Therefore,i'm here to take this opportunity.....apologize to all u guys......quite been a longtime no blogging.Sorry about that....

Time passed so fast........it's my second week study in UCSI......woo,it's really fast....now skecthing and drafting all come to me now....rush and buzy on that.....but it's really fun for me!At least not too stress liked passed,SPM!That time really pissed me off....but now i very enjoy the course.....cause i liked skecthing and drafting all that......hahahaha.....

My friend also got help me up when i don't understand......thanks to them for willing teaching me...i so appreciate.....i really want to say thank you to them..........it's happy can learn with them......this is my golden opportunity to learn somethings new..........feeling great to have such friend.Honesty,skecthing and drafting not really hard for me,it's easy like reading ABC,hahahaha.........but for someone doesn't have basic on drawing is quite a challange for them.....I believed that if we hardworking and keep on praticing it will makes perfect......hope u guys also put effort when doing anythings........must remember o!!!

Sorry,my friend......i gonna go now cause have a pattern modelling need to do and the model submition is next monday......ok,see u guys,we gambateh together ya!!!!Hehe.....

Gotta be bankrupt soon

First day of school,the lecturer was holding a book and shouted to us......all you guys gonna have this book!!!It's compulsory....erm....it's ok....then she said the price of the book was about hundred somethings!We all stared and glared at her....damn expensive the book,only a book needed hundred already then how about the other subjects reference book?needed hundred above also?All total up needed to spend almost thousand to buy those book!These problems comes towards me now.....

Besides that,diffrent gred of pencils also needed to buy.....Wow,spent a lot here.....gonna bankrupt...gonna bankrupt.....haiz......the eraser also need special,putty erase.Wats?i haven't heard before...the lecturer said this erase could be found in art shop.Don't talk about art shop,here haven't had one.....haiz,don't know where can buy it.....so confusing........

The price of foods and drinks here also very high.....My God...just a small butter bun need 3 ringgit and 50 cent.Wow,imagined we eat everyday how much we need to be spend.Haiz....it's really diffrent from passed now.......can't blame this and that anymore,especially the price!

Who can help me?who???tell me......it's suffered.....if no money.....no ones can understand my situation now!

Activities of labour day

1 of may,Labour day!Everyone must be free of work and go somewhere else enjoy or travel.Then,how about yours?hehe......would u like to know i went to where yesterday?em...I went to my aunt house at Banting,Klang yesterday.Longtime no back to visit them,now got little miss them.....

Before went to her house,we had a lunch at Pulau Carey.Many people thought that we had our lunch in an island and needed to take ferry go there!No..no,we not went to an island!Haha,Pulau Carey is just a name of a place in Klang not an island.Now,all seafood placed in front of me,wow,my saliva sudden out of control and kept coming out of my mouth!So tasty....especially the tom yam fish......delicious......later crab and prawn dishes.....i grabed and ate like a hungry wolf!Haha,it's very full now,my stomach!It's time to continue our way to my aunt house.

My aunt had severed us many cold drinks and junk foods.She treated us very well liked treating her child.Hehe....Sure no less chit chating la.....cause longtime no meet must be many long story between us......we all share our cheer and joy together.Longtime had no such feeling like that......so happy....Besides that,she also cooked dinner for us.She is really kind.....don't know how to describe her sometimes......

Time to leave!It's evening now!Hope can meet them again......Yesterday i have a wonderful day cause all the sad passed i already digged out and share with them......feeling great right now!Wooo.....oooo.....My god,i forget somethings.....photo shoot!!!!!Haiz......i'm so forgettable......next time i gonna caught some photo and share with you guys.....hahaha......

Starting college life now

All my troubles are coming out now!!!I'm so confused and frustrated right now.......it's much diffrent from passed,not liked secondary school anymore.No more parents protection....all problems have to solve by our own.Haiz.....sudden need to accept it......it's too hard for me......i'm going to learn indipendence and become more mature now.Last time,all just depend on parents.......now everythings had changed.

Sometimes makes me freaking out also.....Emm.....i'm feeling anxious about computing!cause my computing not good at all........haiz...needed to upset this and that.....i scared i will become crazy one day.......I'm sure that everyone are feeling glad when they entered college!But,i had no such feeling like that......upset and anxious are all rolling in my mind now!Beside that,i also didn't have lot of friend in college.......because i'm still new!Calm down!!!!I will be okay......i kept advised myself.

I don't know when can this feeling disappear in my heart!or......???haiz.....i just do my best.....i trust myself!This will be pass soon!Forget about it........just take it easy......i can do it!!!!

Longtime no meet

Miss my friend so much.........cause almost 5 month no see them around since the SPM.Hahaha,finally the day comes.Emmm...the day we had been waited long.....i can saw the faces of everyone looked diffrently from the passed now!Feeling fresh.....i'm so happy can meet them here again.Everyone of us had thier own long story.The story long till can't end at all.

We all dicussed about our studies and future job.My classmate,Hui Peng,she tell me she gonna go overseas study soon.I'm shocked at the sametimes.This times i supposed to congratulate her......but i'm not feeling great and didin't congratulate her at all because she gonna leave us one day....i'm felt more liked lost a friends.Anyway,I believed that everyone has their own future so she had sacrified to has a better future and life.

Everybody looked different now,but our childish haven't changed at all....still liked played mischievious with each other!Mei sim had been cheat by they all.So funny.....she kept finding her phone everywhere.....hahahaah......Later,we also got played cards all that......

Haiz....the time passed so fast.We wanna leave already.....it's the time to say bye bye to each others.......don't know when can meet them again......but our sweet memory i will always kept in my mind forever and ever and never last.....all u guys take care loz.....

Green box

It's been qiute long no holding a mic to sing since the SPM.Hahaha,my cousin and i had opened a concert in green box today.You will never guess the next door can heard we sang too.When we entered the room,everyone of us were holding a mic and started to shout out.....First,we grabed the remote and selected the song we wanted to sing.Hmm...finally it's my turn to sing,the song,Unfaitful by Rihanna.Wow,i could not believed that i could sing well as her.Hahaha,just kidding.....Luckily,i didn't broke my throat liked Lacarlota....remembered the opera singer of "Phantom Of The Opera".We all sang happily in the room.....

Of course,no less those food and baverages la!9 glass of baverages we had drank because felt thirsty after sang.Tell you guys,almost 3 bowl of junk food i had finished.Shocked is it?Did you guys know?i'm the king of food......wahahahahah..........

Suddenly,the tv screen appeared some words "welcome and come again".I kept pressing the button on remote and tried to play the next song.Damn it.....nothing happened at all.Later,i went to check the time in phone.Whats???time showed up to 5p.m.....time up already......it's cut down all the song.Our joy and cheer just stoped liked that.....Haiz....i still not statiesfied and wanted to carry on singing.The waiter was going to clean up,no ways we had to moved.Our happy hours ended liked that.Not enough......not enough.....i kept shouted........

Here are some photos shoot in Green box

Movie time!!!

*Fast and the furious 4*

*confession of a shopaholic*




Yesterday......did you know i went to where?Hahaha.....u guess.....emmm......tell u guys la...i went to mid-vally megamall yesterday.This times no more shopping and hi-tea all that.We spent whole day in the cinema.Hahahaha.....shocked is it?

When we arrived in mid-vally,we both rushed to the golden screen cinema there to buy ticket.Luckily,we don't needed to queue and wait so long when bought ticket because it's still early.Besides that,many people are busy of work on week day.There were lot of movies on the tv screens.It's hard for us to make decision......haiz......made both of us blur at the sametime but finally we also made our decision.....we watch 2 movie.One is confession of a shopaholic and the other is fast and the furious........so excited to watch both the movie.....


Confession of a shopaholic!You will never guess how the girl shopping can shop till all her 6 credit cards break!!!wow,really out of my mind......It's also seem funny on the dancing part there u must couldn't stop laughing there!!!!hahaha......that movie became a comedy already.......i will not miss Fast and the furious 4 too,my dream movie......sport car.....so damn nice and cool.....also no loss those sexy ladies too la....of course!!!!hahaha.......i sure that most of the teenager will be fall in love in this movie.....especially me.....wakakaka......


Woo....oo...so fast,the day ended here......if u guys are free,u gonna go check this out....it can entertain your time......(^_^)

Flash back the passed........

Time pass very fast.Just a sight,it comes to month of April now.My lifestyle haven't changed at all,still like that,just sleep and eat only.Boring makes me freaking out sometimes.Haiz...don't know what to do at home.Most of my friend had entered to jail.Hehe......of course not the real jail la.....it's national service.Some of them were busy on work.Nobody can out with me now so i stayed at home like a fool.

Everyday,i sit in front of my computer keep clicking this and that.Suddenly,i saw a photo album there then i clicked,Wow,I can't imagined i had took so many photowhen i'm in form 5!A lot of sweet memory stil vivid and fresh in my mind.I'm now thinking backthose funny background....still can't stop laughing now......it's really funny.....

5 Amanah is the most crazy class i thought .Sometimes,our class looked like opened concert!Hehe...I remembered thatwe can't stop singing when the teacher was teaching.Sometimes,the teacher can't tolerant with our ghost voice too.Hahahahaha........i also remembered that a boy grabed my friend lyrics and kept singing jay song,rainbow.Later,the sky become darker and darker and finally a heavy rain.We all laughed at him by the sametimes.He became shy and swear he will not sing that song again.He scared it will rain again when he sing.Hahaha.....funny right?

Quarreling and argueing also often happened in my class too.Haiz....don't know what they argue about loz......looked at them quarrel also don't know how to help them and i just standing there and stared with them....forget about that......my class were mixed with malays and chinese.Therefore,it's not feel strange when i can write a small amount of jawi.....hahaha.....it's really fun to learn writting jawi.....

Wen.....wen......wen..........my mom calling my name.I gonna go for lunch now.Miss 5 Amanah so much........it's memorabilia......

Say bye bye to driving test........

Today is the end of my world,a driving test!!!i waked up early in the morning.After washed up,i went to sofa and took a short nap.Later,i heard a van horn....bon....bon....then i rushed to wear shoes and be ready for die today.You know why?because for me the driving test is just like hell!Everytime makes me freak!Besides that,all the horrible accident was appeared in my mind right now.It's hard for me to wash away those damn things in a short period.therefore,i kept thinking....and i try to gain confident to myself,i can do it....i kept yelling....

Almost half an hour,i arrived my destination.I can saw many of them are waiting patiently on the chair.Wait...wait....wait....the clock on the wall was pointed to 9 0'clock.....you will never guess how nervous i am now!.......lutup.......lutup.......my heartbeat slowly increasing......when they call up my number!After taking the card,i went to queue and prepared for test.I was standing there and looked the others kept sloped down their car on the hills.......it seems eerie......

Finally,my turn to go for test.A man was pointing me to enter the car.....then i walked towards and entered......in the car,i started shivering and a lot of sweat was rolling down my forehead.I holded a tissue and kept wiped away my sweat.....i'm so nervous!Don't know what will happen later.Did u know the car i get?don't blame about that again......those such lousy car...so bad....it really worst that i can't even imagined.

Later i saw a man shaking his hand to me and calling me drove up the hill!wow,i can't belived that i did it....how happy i am now!The feeling was so great.....wow...wow....wow.....then next test was parking test...em...this will gonna hard for me.Just a sight,i parked in the white box already.I raised up my hand......the man looked seriously to me and shouting loud,u can go now!my mind was empty a short while!huh???the man means???i failed???or.........then i saw his hand shaking and called me to do 3 point turn!wow...my heart was crying and filled with cheer right now.So lucky.....i smile to the man and showing okay to him.HAHAHAHA........3 point turn for me is easy as reading ABC!I turned my stereng,changing gear and reverse!wow,so fast....i did it....i had successfully done all that!Thanks god for blessing me!

I'm now having a great mood!so happy right now.....it just happened out of my mind!I gonna go celebrate with friend soon.....wakaka.....they will be bankrupt soon also....hehe.....